My diary

When I first became a parent, I thought my main job was simply to raise my kids until they were old enough to venture out on their own. However, as I navigate the beautiful chaos of parenting five children, I've come to realize that there's so much more to it. I believe a parent's primary role is to teach their children about who they are—ensuring that the world does not mold them into something they’re not. Reflecting on my own upbringing, I remember my parents providing the essentials: food, clothing, and shelter. I appreciate that I never went without, but I also recognize that not all traditions are beneficial. It’s become clear to me that I need to change the narrative for my own children. One of the biggest shifts I’m making is in how I engage with each of my kids. I’m committed to building individual relationships that cater to their unique needs and desires. In my childhood, our household often felt divided, leading to hurt and pain. I want to create a united family...

In our journey of faith, we often find ourselves reflecting on the nature of God and how we can embody His characteristics in our daily lives. One of the most beautiful attributes of our Creator is His heart of compassion. As Christians, we are called not only to understand this compassion but to live it out in our interactions with others.  Compassion is more than just feeling sympathy for someone’s suffering; it is an active response that seeks to alleviate pain and provide hope. The Bible is filled with examples of God’s compassion. In Psalm 103:13-14, we read, “As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him; for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust.” This passage reminds us that God understands our frailty and responds with love and mercy. Throughout the Gospels, we see Jesus exemplifying a heart of compassion. In Matthew 9:36, it states, “When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them because they were haras...

Yesterday was particularly hard for me as I struggled with feelings of insecurity—issues that I know I shouldn't let bother me, yet they still weighed heavily on my heart. In the midst of my struggles, I went upstairs and prayed. While talking to God, I expressed my longing to physically hug Him, yearning for His tangible presence as my Father. I realize how strange that may sound, but there are moments when I wish I could reach out and touch Him, feeling that closeness. Although I pray in faith, I sometimes find that my prayers become routine, a way to release pent-up feelings rather than a true connection. Fast forward to today: I had church. This morning, I woke up angry and frustrated, unsure of the reason behind my emotions. The thought of skipping church crossed my mind, but I pushed through. Once at church, the atmosphere shifted as true worship began, and everyone around me was genuinely connecting with God. I remember the pastor saying something about surrendering to God, ...

As a mother of six, I can honestly say that motherhood is a beautiful journey that is filled with joy, love, and a fair share of challenges. For mothers with young children, the pressures can sometimes feel overwhelming, you may often find yourself juggling countless responsibilities, from school runs to meal prep and everything in between. Here are some strategies to help you manage the chaos and embrace the journey of motherhood. 1. Put God first As a mother, putting God first is essential for nurturing not only your spirit but also the spirits of your children. When you prioritize your relationship with God, you equip yourself with strength, wisdom, and patience to face the daily challenges of motherhood. This commitment allows you to model faith and trust for your children, teaching them the importance of seeking guidance and solace in God during both joyful and difficult times. Engaging in prayer, studying Scripture, and participating in a church that God wants you to be at can pr...